I had my first gig in 160 days. The amount of joy I got from one day of working my dream job again and almost feeling like things were back to normal is too much to put into words. I’m so grateful for such a treat. The next couple days are going to be hard though. Knowing that this isn’t going to happen again tomorrow or even for the foreseeable future is beyond heartbreaking. Trying to just sit with the pleasures of today.